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Moments of clarity...
JackN
<font color=#99FF99>Lightwave Alien</font>
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You ever have one of those moments when your mind can extend beyond one thing at a time? A point of focus where you can be one with many things at once.
I had one of those today. For what purpose I cannot say, but I was on the deck today just enjoying the breeze and the sunshine, and when I looked at a nearby tree, I knew in my mind the exact location of all the leaves at once, even as they swayed in the wind.
It's like knowing the point positions of hundreds of points in 3D space all at the same time.
Stunning...
(yeah, I'm sure you think I'm crazy... but I'll get over it...)
I had one of those today. For what purpose I cannot say, but I was on the deck today just enjoying the breeze and the sunshine, and when I looked at a nearby tree, I knew in my mind the exact location of all the leaves at once, even as they swayed in the wind.
It's like knowing the point positions of hundreds of points in 3D space all at the same time.
Stunning...
(yeah, I'm sure you think I'm crazy... but I'll get over it...)
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It was when I realized I was alive.
& heh well ya already ya know the other stuff. When that happened I felt sorta the exact opposite like everyone & everything else knew where I was. :D
To this day I still have a feeling that my existence was leaked. I still run into random people who say [I]oh its him[/I] . Bizaar who the hell am I? Im not even talking local either, this was in London also.
Then i wake up, and it's sad.
[B]Then i wake up, and it's sad. [/B][/QUOTE]
yes.....yes it is.....
ive been having a few moments of clarity recently, mostly involving exams and the sudden realisation that i havent a clue about any of the things that they're asking me:(
[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by JackN [/i]
[B]You ever have one of those moments when your mind can extend beyond one thing at a time? A point of focus where you can be one with many things at once.
(yeah, I'm sure you think I'm crazy... but I'll get over it...) [/B][/QUOTE]
*matrix-quote*It's called Mescaline. the only way to fly
[B]yes.....yes it is.....
ive been having a few moments of clarity recently, mostly involving exams and the sudden realisation that i havent a clue about any of the things that they're asking me:( [/B][/QUOTE]
Ha-Ha.
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[B]yes.....yes it is.....
ive been having a few moments of clarity recently, mostly involving exams and the sudden realisation that i havent a clue about any of the things that they're asking me:( [/B][/QUOTE]
That's OK. You'll soon discover that the markers don't have a clue either.
[B]KIND OF LIKE THE TIME WHEN I WAS WATCHING BRITTANT SPEARS VIDEO AND I SWORE THAT AT ONE TIME I WAS JUST A LITTLE GREEN COBRA WITHOUT THAT DAMN CAPE IN THE BACK THAT THOSE DAMN THINGS HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST LIKE THONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BETTER YET........... GREEN THONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH A PINCH OF PINK!!!!!!!!!! [/B][/QUOTE]
ROFL! :)
:rolleyes:
Then it goes away, and the loss is pretty strong, but the memory is like a reverse-hangover, a lingering [i]good[/i] feeling from the aftershock.
Sitting quietly staring into someone’s eyes, or standing in the woods in a snowstorm tend to result in those half euphoric half scary moments.
The only way I can describe it is I feel -
Like a point of light pushing into another unseen plane.
Like everything around me is one but individual too.
Like everything around me has so much more to it than can possibly be understood.
It's those moments where I "believe" for lack of a better word. Believe in myself first, and the struggle to understand that is going on around me.
It's an ability to FOCUS on many things at once, like multitasking.
It's a freakin tease too, because I doubt I could stay at that level for too long. So, it's like the universe/god saying
"yeah, you can do it, but you ain't ready for it yet". It's these times that tell me the human brain is capable of sooo much more.
If I could learn to switch in and out of it at will, and use it for constructive purposes...
maybe someday... (probably just before it's my natural time to go too...)
I also get the "small in the universe" feeling.