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croxis
I am the walrus
in Zocalo v2.0
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Sob time over.
[This message has been edited by croxis (edited 11-15-2002).]
Sob time over.
[This message has been edited by croxis (edited 11-15-2002).]
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Remember also the bad days make us apperciate the good ones so much more!
Hope you find that one day and turn it into the rest of your tommorrows! [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/wink.gif[/img]
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[b]4 Thousand Throats can be cut in one night by a running Warrior[/b]
Don't lose yourself by giving too much of you away. As it says in the I-ching, "let both bowls contain enough rice".
If you struggle for words in person, do exactly as you are here, write it out, get your words onto a page you can send to those you need to. Never send anything while you are angry though. Make any decisions the morning after. Calm, gentle statements of your perspective will help, if only to clear your mind and perhaps give you a little peace. If you've tried to resolve a conflict and the other party is too ornery or stubborn, then you can rest easy because no blame lays with you.
Keep your karmic bank statement in the black and you'll have what you need in life.
be cool...
be reassured...
you've atleast got some rather stalwart mates here [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/smile.gif[/img]
[b]I just had a really bad day, so I'm going to vent it off here with sob stories and the like. Writting somehow makes me feel better. And if you don't like fowl language turn away!
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Hey, Trust me, i know what you are talking about, Sometimes i just need to vent about things like that too.
You just have to remember, that there are people here who'll listen.
Ok, I'm fine now. Delete topic!
[b]Nothing like a good night's sleep to make the world shine again.[/b][/quote]
You think that makes the world shine? Try finishing your degree! Boy does that make for a happy Biggles!
Of course, it was a long road to get there. I didn't have any friends till I got to uni.
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[url="http://www.minbari.co.uk/log12.2263/"]Never eat anything bigger than your own head.[/url]
"Nonono...Is not [i]Great[/i] Machine. Is...[i]Not[/i]-so-Great Machine. It make good snow cone though." - Zathras
What course did you do? I got my PhD in mathematics years ago now, but I remember how great it was to finally finish, not that I was glad, I had a great time in uni.
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Sob time over.
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Ahhh! I've been robbed! Where's the vent?
:O
my bet is you do this sort of thing in real life, edit how you feel for others, perhaps not in as deliberate sense as you have here.
thats part of the problem mate... don't do that, sometimes you have to make others feel uncomfortable by expressing what hurts or makes you uncomfortable.
unless you learn how to express a little more you're going to keep running into this problem...
chin up buttercup... and when you cant, tell someone about it ! prefferably the SOB who made you upset
And dont worry, you have opened up the flood gates to some of us, eventualy you might see my complaining about my troubles with women [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/smile.gif[/img]
Strange creatures that they are!
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[b]4 Thousand Throats can be cut in one night by a running Warrior[/b]
I can't wait to get my teaching certificate!
ok, group hug!
[b]ya shouldnt do that Croxis...
my bet is you do this sort of thing in real life, edit how you feel for others, perhaps not in as deliberate sense as you have here.
thats part of the problem mate... don't do that, sometimes you have to make others feel uncomfortable by expressing what hurts or makes you uncomfortable.
unless you learn how to express a little more you're going to keep running into this problem...
chin up buttercup... and when you cant, tell someone about it ! prefferably the SOB who made you upset[/b][/quote]
Much like my response to your comments about US gun laws and ownership in another thread! [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/biggrin.gif[/img]
[b]YOU FINISHED YOUR DEGREE?? Why didn’t tell anyone about that... Congratulations!
What course did you do? I got my PhD in mathematics years ago now, but I remember how great it was to finally finish, not that I was glad, I had a great time in uni.[/b][/quote]
BE in computer systems. Not compsci style stuff, but practical stuff like designing microcircuits, microprocessors, embedded systems, etc. I'm probably going back for a masters next year.
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[url="http://www.minbari.co.uk/log12.2263/"]Never eat anything bigger than your own head.[/url]
"Nonono...Is not [i]Great[/i] Machine. Is...[i]Not[/i]-so-Great Machine. It make good snow cone though." - Zathras
Now that I'am retired I hope to go back and get my Masters In astrophysics.
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[b]4 Thousand Throats can be cut in one night by a running Warrior[/b]
Astrophysics was my second career choice. [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/smile.gif[/img]
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[url="http://www.minbari.co.uk/log12.2263/"]Never eat anything bigger than your own head.[/url]
"Nonono...Is not [i]Great[/i] Machine. Is...[i]Not[/i]-so-Great Machine. It make good snow cone though." - Zathras
WHY?! What have I done to you God to give me this? I have done everything I can to be a good person, to love others and to know no hate. But why? Why do I have to work so hard just to be happy? Why has anything good in my life I had to pull teeth to make it happen?
Like Outdoor School, I almost lost my job just so I can do something I love, teach children. But why couldn't I just go? Why did it have to be so hard to get a week off? I gave enough notice. I did everything I should. I did everything by the book and I did it right.
Don't get me started with my friends. I was alone for so long. I had no one to call a friend until my freshman year in high school. And to get my friends I had to change myself, use all the will power I had to make myself likable. The change was for the better, but why should I have to change myself? Why couldn't I have been a likable person from the begining. Some people just have to walk into a room for the first time and they will haev god friends in less than an hour.
Why did you make me so shy? Why do you have to make me hide from the world I love so?
And then love. I still can't love myself because of what I am, because of what you made me to be. And then I found someone. But no he had to be a ****ing 2000 miles away from me. I would have fought both heven and hell just to have made it work out. I would have cut off my fingers just so it could have worked out, and for a musician that is a great sacrifice. But why do I have to work so hard just for love? Don't you know that you also made me just to love? That is all I want. And despite the damnation this day became I still have love for him.
I pray, to what ever God there is, just to give me one, free happy moment that I don't have to work for, where it will cause no pain to others or the memory be tarnished down the road. I would spend the rest of my existence in the torment of Hell just for that one request.
Just let me be happy, even if it is only for a moment. Just let me be at peace.
Nothing important! I am all good, I just wanted to make shadowboxer happy ;-)
hehehehe...
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Evil...
e Ville
eVille
hmmmmmm...
Jack: Ever heard of The Book of E-Ville? [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/biggrin.gif[/img]
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[url="http://www.minbari.co.uk/log12.2263/"]Never eat anything bigger than your own head.[/url]
"Nonono...Is not [i]Great[/i] Machine. Is...[i]Not[/i]-so-Great Machine. It make good snow cone though." - Zathras
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We are here to place President Grenewetzki under arrest!
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[url="http://www.minbari.co.uk/log12.2263/"]Never eat anything bigger than your own head.[/url]
"Nonono...Is not [i]Great[/i] Machine. Is...[i]Not[/i]-so-Great Machine. It make good snow cone though." - Zathras
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
STUPID *BLANKING* TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Pants*
now...to go talk to this unmentionable teacher and yell at her idiocy and demand a higher grade...
onsecond though..just talk to her, dispute her last test, and ask for permission to write a paper in place of that section on the test...
(Yea...she brodsided the class...HATE it when she does that!!! [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/mad.gif[/img] )
Thanks! [img]http://216.15.145.59/mainforums/smile.gif[/img] (Amazing how much better it feels to get that out...)
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[b]whitestar90: [/b]"it would give the computer a heartattack just looking at it" -
[b]Sanfam: [/b]"And Drazi didn't like it one bit.-
[b]Mr.Bungle: [/b][i]"So that's where the forum went..."[/i]-
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[b][i]ahhh, the good old days of HTML.[/i][/b]
I'am glad your feeling [b]"MUCH BETTER NOW"[/b]
But as for the rest of us we would really like to know what He,She or It said!
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[b]4 Thousand Throats can be cut in one night by a running Warrior[/b]
she went over them with us, and told us how much she REALLY didn't like two of them, and the one that she DID like.
she said for the test be familier with them, nothing else. (Mind you this got five minutes discussion in one day of three weeks between tests).
so, I familierized myself with the stages of them, but not intimatly (Of course, theres three chapters of material to cover here...)
welp, come the test, look on the back of teh answer sheet. "List the stages of Human Development" (ALL of them, from all three people, mind you that one of them went all the way from birth to 90s!)
well, get this kicker, this is worth almost 50% of the grade on the test, and the guy that she said she REALLY didn't like was worth the majority of those points).
this is after she has TOLD us that all test were going to be Multiple Choice (As of that test, they all had been)...
GRRRR. (I calculated it up, provided I got every question right, + the 4 bonus points, I can earn a 60%. that means a full 40% of a 140pt test was on something she discussed for such a small amount of time as to bury it in the other information...ARGH!)
anyhoo, going to try and find her on campus today, and ask her if I can do a paper on the subject in place of those questions....
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[b]whitestar90: [/b]"it would give the computer a heartattack just looking at it" -
[b]Sanfam: [/b]"And Drazi didn't like it one bit.-
[b]Mr.Bungle: [/b][i]"So that's where the forum went..."[/i]-
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[b][i]ahhh, the good old days of HTML.[/i][/b]