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I need to sleep..

MessiahMessiah Failed Experiment
But I cant. Bloody world..

I guess Ill have to wait a while to see what its like to live in the light. I feel like Im wasting away, seconds passing like hours, hours passing like days, and days passing like .. seconds?
Did that make any sense?

Anyway. Im letting go of feelings as of tonight. I think I will live a life somewhat free of remorse. At least for a while.

Im also dropping cs, you kan keep them. They dont do anything good anyway, and that whikh doesnt have a purpose must perish. Oh my gods Im tired.

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  • JohnnyOnTheSpotJohnnyOnTheSpot Banned by request
    This is some pretty deep thought, and is pretty much on track with the way I'm feeling right now. Knee deep in depression, yes, can life get any more depressing is the question? Things do seem somewhat static lately. The worlds moving but am I? Strange though I've made personal progress but I don't have anyone to share it with and that hurts a bit. I miss my ex alot but theres no going back to that. oh well back to work
  • MessiahMessiah Failed Experiment
    As long as I am still awake:

    We awake slowly to a bright world filling our eyes,
    echoes of dim recollection pass, time cuts all ties.
    Sounds fill our heads as sensations grip our soul.
    Pain runs though our beings when all the world becomes whole.

    The apples of the gods give us strength to conquer life.
    By our sides the world rushes past, a mesmerizing strife.
    We lift our heads to the mother earth, nurtured back again.
    As emotions flee we vow to never forget the pain.

    Severed grips of life come undone, while we drift to sleep.
    Laid on the bosom of the world, its beauty makes us weep.
    She covers us with all her girth,
    This is life, this is our birth.

    Dedicated to all women of the world, to mom.
  • Don't have money to do anything. Can't do anything. I don't want to do anything anymore anyway. Still bored.
  • CurZCurZ Resident Hippy
    *comes up with the worst possible thing to say*

    At least you still have your health...
  • Lord RefaLord Refa Creepy, but in a good way
    Mental or physical? My metaphysical health has never been that great...
  • ShadowDancerShadowDancer When I say, "Why aye, gadgie," in my heart I say, "Och aye, laddie." London, UK
    Refa: we know :D

    Messiah: open up a textbook on something; always sends me straight to sleep! ;)
  • MessiahMessiah Failed Experiment
    I wish. Thanks for the tip though.. :)
  • croxiscroxis I am the walrus
    Cooling your core temperature will help you sleep :)
  • I just give up on sleeping after 90 minutes and go play on the computer. Then I don't let myself go to sleep until it is bed time.
  • MessiahMessiah Failed Experiment
    Ya, its something like that for me too. I dont know how to kool my kore temperature though..
  • croxiscroxis I am the walrus
    Listening to Koolio?

    Cool water helps, no caffeen ice tea. Breathing exercises.
  • Lord RefaLord Refa Creepy, but in a good way
    [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zidiWe9yq88[/url]

    I get up early when the sleeping pill wakes me
    I take a wake up pill and fill with energy
    I power on hard and I check my messages
    But I don't have any messages
    I take a driving pill and head to my car
    I drive around a bit cuz work isn't very far
    I call my phone and I check my messages
    But I don't have any messages

    All I know is driving on drugs feels better when they're prescription
    All I know is the world looks beautiful, the world looks so damn beautiful

    And I feel fantastic
    And I never felt as good as how I do right now
    Except for maybe when I think of how I felt that day
    When I felt the way that I do right now, right now, right now.
    And I feel fantastic
    And I never felt as good as how I do right now
    Except for maybe when I think of how I felt that day
    When I felt the way that I do right now, right now, right now.

    Work is anything but quiet these days
    I try to medicate my concentration haze
    I can feel the day unfold in front of me
    So I take the stairs and hit the gym
    The phone is ringing when I get to my desk
    What was a stinging's now a sharp pain in my chest
    So I take a Calminex and just chill
    And then it's time for lunch again

    All I know is work is easy when you don't stress out about deadlines
    All I know is I take my medicine I always take my medicine

    And I feel fantastic
    And I never felt as good as how I do right now
    Except for maybe when I think of how I felt that day
    When I felt the way that I do right now, right now, right now.
    And I feel fantastic
    And I never felt as good as how I do right now
    Except for maybe when I think of how I felt that day
    When I felt the way that I do right now, right now, right now.

    Sometimes I'd like to slow things down
    Enjoy the moment
    But when I look the moment's gone

    Work is over but I can't stay to work late
    Got to leave and get ready for my second date
    With a pretty girl that I met at the pharmacy
    Right in the prescription line
    I take a pill for my social anxiety
    I get a table and a nice bottle of chablis
    Now it's getting late and there's still no sign of her
    I have another glass of wine

    All I know is the wine lasts longer when you don't gotta share it with someone
    All I know is my steak tastes better when I take my steak tastes better pill

    And I feel fantastic
    And I never felt as good as how I do right now
    Except for maybe when I think of how I felt that day
    When I felt the way that I do right now, right now, right now.
    And I feel fantastic
    And I never felt as good as how I do right now
    Except for maybe when I think of how I felt that day
    When I felt the way that I do right now, right now, right now.
  • Lord RefaLord Refa Creepy, but in a good way
    I was once a treehouse
    I lived in a cake
    But I never saw the way
    The orange slayed the rake
    I was only three years dead
    But it told a tale
    And now listen, little child
    To the safety rail
  • Thirty days has Septober, April, May and no wounder. All the rest have peanut Butter, all except my dear Grand Mother. She had a brand new trike!
  • MessiahMessiah Failed Experiment
    We are fortunate. The world turns to butter in a few days, and all we have to do is lay our heads down and pray. The significance? I would tell you, but something's got a hold of my finger, and I just keep writing, just to see what happens. Somehow, all is relative to the one holding time in its hands, keeping watch, so to speak. Numbers? Yes, those exist too, in separate states, in separate countries, all over the world they congregate, just to hear our screams. Numbers, don't trust them.
    The tide breaks on our world of butter, and breaks it in two, the young and the old meet at last in a handshake that shatters the meaning of the word separate. Normal is also a word. As we triumph over the darkness which holds us at bay, we cross the waters and terrify the elderly in a leap of faith so far that we land on a distant territory, void of this judgement that will consume the cherry pie.
    Fear not our words, for they are not for eating. Terrible is the wrath that becomes a separate entity than the one that speaks. Good night.
  • sataicallistasataicallista High Priestess of Squeee!
    [QUOTE=Lord Refa;172359]I was once a treehouse
    I lived in a cake
    But I never saw the way
    The orange slayed the rake
    I was only three years dead
    But it told a tale
    And now listen, little child
    To the safety rail[/QUOTE]

    Here's a llama, there's a llama
    And another little llama
    Fuzzy llama, funny llama
    Llama, llama, duck

    Or, if you prefer, the Doctor Who version of the llama song:
    [IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v207/CallistaZM/th829001.gif[/IMG]
  • Wate Brion, how can you be seven years old and have a child thats a teenager?
    It's in dog years, stewie.
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